Who I Am

Each individual wish to change normally. But for someone like me, I am most unlikely to stay in a person I am for hundred of years.

Time never had changed me. I am most likely self-secured. I am someone no one wants. I was something that only a few people know. I am a vampire.

I am One-Hundred Eighteen Years Old but still I have that same face I could still remember seeing in the mirror then. Looking again to the mirror makes me think… Years had already passed but I am frozen into a body I should never have for my age.

I never meant to live as a vampire. It just happened. I was changed to this being after I was almost killed. I was saved but I have to live the life it gave me in a different way.  Yes, I was given life to live eternally but with limited happiness. The world may end, but I know, it wouldn't destroy me. It will take me more years to live and I will see the world change again. It was like I was watching a movie on repeat with me having the only audience around.

I know I am not alone, but in my years of existence as one, I never had known many people who wanted the same thing we want; and that is to experience the normal changes of life.

I am a vampire. That is the truth. This is the proof. I am afraid to say, but this is who I am. I wanted to go back but I don’t have to anymore.